The Never Ending

Have you ever felt like you were all alone in this vast world? I think most people have. I mean sure you have friends and you have family but there are times when you feel that they are not completely there. It’s as if you depend more on their company than they ever will depend on yours. It’s as if you weren’t really important to anyone. Your death wouldn’t affect anyone’s mundane life. However, you know this is bullshit. There will always be someone to cry for you when you die but you can’t help but get this feeling. And you also know that when you’re gone there will be a void in SOMEONE’S life. You might not know who’s but there will be an empty space where you were supposed to be. No matter how unimportant your existence is right now it will affect someone out there, it might even be the random person that you walk by everyday in the street.  I know all of this but I can’t help but feel so UTTERLY ALONE! I feel like no one cares. Like no one really listens. Or maybe it’s my fault. Maybe I’m the one that’s not listening. Maybe I’m the one isolating myself from others. If this is the case I’ll do my best to resolve this because honestly… I do not enjoy this feeling. I want it to go away because I know that it’s fucking bullshit.